tonight she cut herself again. this time the wound was deeper and the blood was much more than before. as she tried to swallow the pain all his words kept replaying in her head, making the pain more cruciating. she knew this would happen. she knew she was stupid. stupid enough to cut the same place over and over again. that was her way of not letting the wound heal and creates a scar. as she wiped the blood and the tears, she wondered to herself again, "will i ever let this wound heal?"