this is my unsent letter to a dear friend.
hey.
i hope you are doing fine since we both are too busy with each others' lives. both with our studies and what not. i know you are shutting me out and that hurts me a lot. honestly i can't just throw away everything that we had - i wonder how did you managed? so easily? i might be taking a longer time but that is absolutely fine because i believe time will heal everything. one day - or maybe tomorrow i might be able to move on with my life too, now without you.
i just hope that when you said "let's always stay as best friends" you meant the whole thing. i never thought of getting to get through each day of my life without you, since i knew you. it has been months now, and i missed you a lot. i hated it when i doubt myself that do you ever wondered about me like i always thought about you? i always worry about you. i think about you. how are you? how is it going that now your life is without me? is it so much better now? is it will be much better if we never knew each other?
there are so many questions that i know will never be answered. these questions will never be asked from me whom afraid of changes, rejection, sadness and emptiness. i really really wanted to always be in your life years after this - after all we've been through, after all the years i knew you. please don't shut me out. please reply my texts. sure, i am clingy, but you were my best friend after all. is it too pathetic?
i forgive everything. just please don't shut me out. just please don't disappear from my life. i know we tried to be what we wanted to be, and now it is clearly not working, i just hope that if you really choose to not want me in your life anymore, just remember the times we had when the only person i have is you and you have is me.
i wish you all the best, and please take care of your health.
hey.
i hope you are doing fine since we both are too busy with each others' lives. both with our studies and what not. i know you are shutting me out and that hurts me a lot. honestly i can't just throw away everything that we had - i wonder how did you managed? so easily? i might be taking a longer time but that is absolutely fine because i believe time will heal everything. one day - or maybe tomorrow i might be able to move on with my life too, now without you.
i just hope that when you said "let's always stay as best friends" you meant the whole thing. i never thought of getting to get through each day of my life without you, since i knew you. it has been months now, and i missed you a lot. i hated it when i doubt myself that do you ever wondered about me like i always thought about you? i always worry about you. i think about you. how are you? how is it going that now your life is without me? is it so much better now? is it will be much better if we never knew each other?
there are so many questions that i know will never be answered. these questions will never be asked from me whom afraid of changes, rejection, sadness and emptiness. i really really wanted to always be in your life years after this - after all we've been through, after all the years i knew you. please don't shut me out. please reply my texts. sure, i am clingy, but you were my best friend after all. is it too pathetic?
i forgive everything. just please don't shut me out. just please don't disappear from my life. i know we tried to be what we wanted to be, and now it is clearly not working, i just hope that if you really choose to not want me in your life anymore, just remember the times we had when the only person i have is you and you have is me.
i wish you all the best, and please take care of your health.
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