things are easier said than done.

you can just say just go pusat kesihatan and ask for an mc. but you don't understand that i didn't submit my rekod kesihatan so even if i go to pusat kesihatan, they wouldn't even let me take the q number because they couldn't find my name in the database.

you can just say just go to sleep, get some rest, it's ok to not go to class because i am not well. but you don't understand that the one who's teaching my class the Ketua Program. i can't just skip class without mc especially her class.

you can just say i have to go home, go back Johor even for a day. but you don't understand that my schedule is fucking tight, i don't even have the time to take a nap during the lunch break.

you can just say that i am thinking too much i need to relax. but you don't understand that i don't think too much. it's the thing that i need to settle.

you can just say that i am so full of myself. but you don't understand that actually you are the one who is so fucking full of yourself you can't even see that i am trying to show you what are you doing to me.

i was so close to jump in front of the bus this morning. but there were no bus.

at all.

you don't understand. 

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