to be frank, i am not that excel in studies. i don't know whether i'm in the level average or stupid or whatever. tapi takkan lah bodoh sangat kan. kalau bodoh sangat mesti lah tak tau nak blogging. so, yeah.


when my Abah was sick, i changed my plans from wanted to be a lawyer to doctor. due to the fact that the GH was lacked of medical techs that time, berkobar-kobar lah aku nak jadi doctor. i wanted to cure pneumonia, afterwards the techs and meds in the GH were not sufficient enough to fight the fate that Abah should go that very time. but because of i am so pandai i only scored 3 As and 5Bs for my PMR, i have to admit that forcing myself to get in the Science stream is something that can be joked for years.


but then when mom was tricked by this babi, ran away with mom's money which she thought this babi could help her buy a new car, and the police couldn't do anything but calling us to make reports and so-called promises to settle this, and the lawyer appointed by us couldn't bergasak for the appointment in mahkamah to have this case judged, i think i wanted to be a lawyer then.

better than this lawyer yang kita orang bayar. bodoh, siap boleh cakap nak bercuti for how many fucking months pun aku tak tau. i found the potential, and i am doubtless to pursue in law nanti. 


would you spend some little seconds to Amen my hopes? 
thank you.

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