being stuck between what you really want and what you really love is something very depressing. killing you inside, like very slowly. you're going to feel to need the one you want while you were cuddling with the one you love. and it's vice versa. 


knowing the one you want wouldn't want you, you'd moved on with the one who loves you. the one that caress you very carefully, play your hair very smoothly, turning you on in each and every touch. but you, as a girl, never could ever forget the one you want. is it lust? or is it love?


the answer is, both.


you can't fight the lust. and you can't fight the love. this is hard, i know. much harder when the one you want still act like they don't know your feelings. act like they don't mean a thing to you, and to them in back way. but they still wishes you good night. still wishes you Have A Nice Day Today. still call you to know what are you up to. still text you smileys. 


how could you ever forget them?


the answer is, never.

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