to the point where heartache isnt hurt anymore, i keep on striving and giving my best for this relationship. i wish the pain is inflicted on the physique because scars heal and besides, at least you can see it with your own eyes. but the pain is internal and it's not like you can dig your heart out of your ribs to wind it with bandage and ointment or something. it is so frustrating because the pain is there but you cant do anything about it. you let the pain infested in your heart to the point that i have reached now; that it doesnt feel hurt anymore.
i am quitting from my social networking sites including this one, and probably from my life too. good bye.