it's 11:50pm and Iman hasnt texted me at all today after that call. im so broken i ate everything i could, i jogged for hours till my heart was going to burst, i listened to stupid love songs and everything cant fix me anymore.
i just couldnt see him with someone else. today it felt like i have thousands of reason to kill myself. i hate this hole in ny heart. i hate this broken feeling. i dont even know what to think.