milky hair

 i never let the topic 'Me' be the topic of the minute. but i am surely is a one weird little thing. 

i don't eat chilli nor tomato sauce (i think i said this before), i love veggies, i hate mihun, i am paranoid and i have this habit of counting things that are many to exactly six. and yes, you are correct, that habit is called obsessive compulsive disorder.

when i was a little kid i love pools. i love the sea. but then when i was six i guess, we were on a picnic at Mersing, and a guy drowned. everyone was panic. i heard they said the guy was stucked between the big rocks that's why he drowned. then i was aquaphobic. this only cured recently when i don't fucking know where the hell this nerve came from that i really wanted to ride the jetski and yeah, i did.

and then, what makes it more weird is the fact that i am claustrophobic; i hate elevators, and i mourn for the death of people i don't know; i cried when i watched Hide's funeral, i was touched to watch Ben Breedlove's videos, and i got curious on how Kurt C's daughter lived with only mere memories with him.

and yeah, OCD is associated with higher IQ. heh.