milky hair

i am always having this kind of urge to write something. something readable. 

i wish to utter only wisdom but my soul denies it. my body is reluctant and myself is numb. how i wish i could write beautiful poetry so one day i could sing it to a nice beautiful song. sampai bila nak dengar lagu John Mayer dengan Eminem je. i need to create my own.

and to consider the fact that i am lack in everything, including being despised by people and Emila Zulkifli, i just wish these digglepuppies will just lead a heavenly good life cuz karma is still not on the track.

tengah charge battery.